How do I explain this to my family?

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i'm in awkward situation right now, know want go *my* life, around me hit left field if did of it, , i'm not sure they'd understand either.

see, grew in southern california, performed (plays, choirs, etc). , i'm @ it... it. i've found *want* do, it's different i've been doing if did it, going if ever regretted choice near impossible. makes sense, right? or, more clearly, i'm 24. i'm better @ singing, , that's expects me because that's they've known... want act. don't mind singing, want act. i've got these interests in natural wellness , environmental conservation (especially activism & politics it). naturally, *where* want future that? southern california, right? right am. how going understand still perform, not that... like, how going understand other than, "why ignoring talents?"

no. yes i'm cali girl through , through, heart has pulled me canada , ireland (well europe in general, ireland specifically). since little, i've had pull in heart towards canada , ireland. i'm in performing arts college here, , live fullest while i'm here.... when graduate, , feel it's time go. how going understand other than, "you worked hard , you're giving up"?

thing is... mum volunteered care daughter long needed (as college student), inasmuch raising herself. fine me. but... many people don't see way. see, "you're mother, quit being selfish. how walk away that?" ... don't know raped, , that's how daughter conceived. love little girl , give life her, long has safe, loving home here mum, not ready mum myself yet, , fine living away her. she's grown mum anyway, understands when i'm not here. how going understand other than, "you're failed, deadbeat mother."

how explain of family? yes, still have performance dreams, that's not entirety of "what i'm about"... , heart isn't here anymore, it's in canada (then ireland. know that's bit further down road.). considering don't have practical "put in box" reasons of it, that, "i have follow heart".

how explain understand?

i'm in awkward situation right now, know want go *my* life, around me hit left field if did of it, , i'm not sure they'd understand either. see, grew in southern california, performed (plays, choirs, etc)....


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