I cannot concentrate and have no initiative to do school work anymore.. I am still very young, Help!?


failure in making? believe so. ever since kindergarten have dreaded school; hiding , crying when forced go. find myself in grade nine, still young, , still there no motivation in bones touch geography, science or math. im starting fall behind. im digging deep hole of never escape unless can find alternative, or quit forced education , begin working toward career quickly.

believe there thing wrong me because compared peers, gifted maturity, common sense, , adult mind, yet no matter how hard try, adult mind cant me 1 %80 in course. want well, do, cannot focus in class, find when i'm 1 on 1 teacher understand lessons easier , quickly. teachers not have time me, cannot stay 3 hours after school each teacher can go on days lesson, if want or not.

arts 1 thing can 99 percent in because have unique individual talent when comes vocal, visual or dramatic arts. have starred in many professional shakespearean plays, have created many praised art pieces, , can sing jazz or opera there no tomorrow. people ask me how have talents have, , tell them because practice, , put heart , soul creations (whether character, art piece, or song). know risky chance professional actor, believe if can out of school , work toward goal (like johnny depp , megan fox did) closer getting want. know there large chance not work out, work ethic in arts greater other student know in favorite subject. (maybe reason lacking in other subjects? i'm not interested (or good) @ it?)

not know do! find self procrastinating large project
supposed due today!

+i'm moving, parents getting divorce, old friends have lost interest in me, , cat has gone missing... i'm strong person, , these situation haven't managed hurt me (except cat one) , don't blame academic problems on stuff still... pretty under weather me.....

a failure in making? believe so. ever since kindergarten have dreaded school; hiding , crying when forced go. find myself in grade nine, still young, , still there no motivation in bones touch geography, science or math. im starting fall behind. im digging deep...


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